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I have to have a study where I have a

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window and I have to look out the window

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and I spend a lot of time looking out

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the window. And if I have to face a

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wall, I'm not happy and I'm not feeling

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that I want to sit there. In any room, I

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always go to the window and I gravitate

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to the window. Now, it sounds maybe a

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little naive or silly, but I feel that

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all those aids are part of the

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imagination. There's some reason where I

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need to look out the window at a

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beautiful scene. I don't want to look at

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the at an air shaft or the or a parking

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lot. And so, I'm sitting there with my

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laptop and I'm writing and I feel

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that that surpassing beauty of the

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physical world is helping me. If I were

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facing a wall, I would feel trapped and

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captive. I would feel like a rat in a

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cage. I wouldn't be happy. So, in

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Princeton, I have a window looking out

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and a lot of green. And I put my my

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garden in with color. Yellow is

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important and red and some blue and

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purple. And I put those colors in

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deliberately so that I look at them and

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I move geraniums around. So, if I'm

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sitting there and some birds fly by or a

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a neighbor cat walks through, sometimes

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there's a fox and I'm afraid sometimes

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there's a groundhog coming in the

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garden. So, then I actually run down and

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chase the groundhog away. But the idea

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of the natural world coming into the the

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window down and this the I'm on the

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second floor. To me, that's part of this

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whole mystery process. It's like I don't

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know what I'm going to see out the

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window. And that's part of the writing.

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I think one of the main things to to

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remember when you're writing is that

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writing should be pleasurable. It should

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be fun. It should be exploratory. You

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should be writing about things that

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surprise you. So you wake up in the

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morning and before you get up actually

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and o open your eyes, think very

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excitedly about what you're going to be

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working on and feel that something

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surprising and novel and maybe a little

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startling or even shocking will happen

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before noon and it will happen in your

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writing and nobody knows about it but

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you. And that's because writing is like

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a spiritual manifestation of something

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deep within us we don't really know is

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there. So it's like a painter painting

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work that is so beautiful but in coate

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and putting it out on a canvas and other

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people can see it. So it's analogous to

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that. Then another thing you should

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remember is as you as you write that

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writing is not done in one day. You're

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not going to write a novel in one week.

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You won't won't write a brilliant short

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story in in two weeks. And it should

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obviously be the case that you don't

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have to be prolific. If you write one

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really brilliant short story a year,

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that's great. Uh, if you write one novel

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at all, you know, that's really all that

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one expects. I have no expectations of

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of anything in my own life because I was

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the first person in my whole family even

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to graduate from high school. Nobody had

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any expectations for me. My parents

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didn't expect anything of me. And I

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thought that I think that's really a

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blessing. So, I wouldn't expect anything

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except the pleasure of writing and the

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and the excitement of sending things out

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and maybe getting published and finding

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an audience, which is purely positive.

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Thank you for watching and spending time

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and working with me. I feel really

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excited about writing again and I hope

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you will be also.
